InsideEveryone is supposed to have a dream, right? Some crazy, impossible wish that they know will never actually happen? You’d think that, but not everyone things that way. Alicia, for example, never thought that way. She was much more down to earth than all of the other teenagers that scampered around the neighborhood at night. Unlike them, she didn’t bother selling power from her pockets to pretentious passersby in the night. She knew better than that. She knew better than to pretend that if she spent enough time down an alleyway she could find a way out. Grimy streets littered with broken bottles weren’t so bad once you stopped looking up for something better, she decided. She knew she was trapped in a life she had never chosen, and one she certainly would never escape.Inside by BethyLuv215
Fingers gripped the inside of the window ledge. They gripped so tightly that they almost blended with the white painted wood. White fingers let go with a startled shutter, and color slowly began to creep
CharadeAfter a while you just stop caring.Charade by BethyLuv215
You stop looking for sunlight.
Or any light.
You stop wanting the pain to end.
You let it cradle you instead,
in the darkness,
Getting WorseI love how my depression is getting worse.Getting Worse by BethyLuv215
I love how I can’t get out of bed in the morning
except for the fact that I have to put on a happy face
for someone else.
I love how even the things that used to make me happy are turning gray.
I love how I feel abandoned by certain friends
because they hang out without me,
tell me they’re hanging out,
Falling is Floating is FallingFalling slowly is like floatingFalling is Floating is Falling by BethyLuv215
Because you know that you're going to
Will it kill you?
Floating in space for a moment in time
stops time on its little hand
Makes everything feel
But somehow you can't
Floating is only falling in
slow. . .
motion. . .
And it's only a matter of time before
So if youre reading this, I guess you wanna know about me. well, Here's a little list that should help ya:|
I love drawing
ADORE cuddling and snuggling if theres someone willing
Think the outside world is simply stunning
I may be short, but I AM NOT YOUR ARMREST!!!!!!
I suffered from on and off anorexia, bulimia, cutting, and have severe depression when alone for a long time, but I'm just about cured now I'd say.
Animals are one of my many passions!!! I LOVE THEM SO MUCH!!!!!!!!
If ever anyone needs a friend, i'm your girl. I'm here no matter what when I'm needed, and as loyal as a puppy. (But no worries, I wont shed on your couch )
So basically, I'm a teenager who has a plan in life but knows maybe that plan isn't quite set in stone. I struggle with keeping on the bright side of life sometimes, but every day I am proud to say I'm still alive.
Current Residence: Pluto (ITS STILL A PLANET TO ME!!!!!!!!!!)
Favourite genre of music: alternative or soft rock
Favourite style of art: poetry, sculpture
MP3 player of choice: ipod
Shell of choice: conch
Wallpaper of choice: anything that expresses me
Favourite cartoon character: Popeye? Danny Phantom? Snap (from ChalkZone)?