Suffering to feelI don’t wanna sleepSuffering to feel by WeeklyPoems
Every time i dream
i wake up with a scream
The horrifying things i see
All the pain i feel day by day
Will they ever go away?
Was it all even a dream?
What if it’s all reality?
I would want that honestly
With those nightmares
I’m able to feel something
Even if it’s terrible
Even if i’m suffering
As long as i’m able to feel
would it still be a big deal?
smiles through downpourA slow walk homesmiles through downpour by alphaRAM-antiCHRIST
in soft rain and calm
of kisses in the rain
a brief moment of respite
from the horror in my mind
you're the only reason
I smiled today
I Dream, I CraveI find peace and safety in a dream;I Dream, I Crave by willow-yanagi
A dream of a friendship
Of two souls, almost complete opposites
But who overlap in weirdness, strangeness, quirkiness
Creating the most intense, fun and bizarre conversations
One is a positive force;
Encouraging the other to be all they can be
Talking them down from the edge
The other is a negative force;
An old soul, introverted and down to earth
Giving the one advice in their darkest hours
And comfort when it is needed the most
I find peace and safety in a dream;
A dream of a friendship
That isn’t real
So if youre reading this, I guess you wanna know about me. well, Here's a little list that should help ya:|
I love drawing
ADORE cuddling and snuggling if theres someone willing
Think the outside world is simply stunning
I may be short, but I AM NOT YOUR ARMREST!!!!!!
I suffered from on and off anorexia, bulimia, cutting, and have severe depression when alone for a long time, but I'm just about cured now I'd say.
Animals are one of my many passions!!! I LOVE THEM SO MUCH!!!!!!!!
If ever anyone needs a friend, i'm your girl. I'm here no matter what when I'm needed, and as loyal as a puppy. (But no worries, I wont shed on your couch )
So basically, I'm a teenager who has a plan in life but knows maybe that plan isn't quite set in stone. I struggle with keeping on the bright side of life sometimes, but every day I am proud to say I'm still alive.
Current Residence: Pluto (ITS STILL A PLANET TO ME!!!!!!!!!!)
Favourite genre of music: alternative or soft rock
Favourite style of art: poetry, sculpture
MP3 player of choice: ipod
Shell of choice: conch
Wallpaper of choice: anything that expresses me
Favourite cartoon character: Popeye? Danny Phantom? Snap (from ChalkZone)?