Well I have good news and bad news. Bad news is that I'm still not feeling too wonderful, even after a full night's sleep. It was rather restless and my nightmares came back to haunt my sleep. And Honestly, I thought i was back in the hospital at one point. It seemed so real. I could touch the barred windows, feel the over powering heat vent over my bed. I swore I was there and that it was real, and the scary thing is that I was in a way relieved that i was locked up again. At least that way I would not have to worry as much about my life and harm towards me, because there were other people there to monitor and check on me. I honestly kind of missed the hospital when i woke up and realized I wasn't there. It was a good place. Maybe I should bar myself away if I ever get too nostalgic. Hah!

Anyway though, good news is that I'm writing a story for one of my classes, of which I have put up part of it today. I have yet to think of a name, but the story shouldn't be too too long so within a week I will have come up with a title and finished it. it's a short story but I felt it might be too long to put up all at once. plus I need feedback for class credit and I have yet to finish the story anyway Also to add to my good news, I had a big concert on Saturday and on my way to the beach with my choir buddies, I met a Corgi!!!!! they're my favorite dogs and I absolutely love them. I hadn't been sure yet if I wanted a corgi or another type of dog when I'm older, but now I know for sure. So when I'm older, I have at least a few plans. And on the list which ever so slowly grows, I have added getting a corgi. I also plan on getting a Scottish Fold kitten and adopting a kitten from a shelter so that I have 3 animals all told. I just love animals so much!

No, figures making these plans is extremely premature, but I still like to think that I might have the chance. I have to figure out where I'm going to college first though. At the moment, Skidmore is still the very top of my list, but that could change. Goucher is one my parents suggested, where I would fit in, but I don't like that there are so many girls! I'm sorry but I can't stand girls! That's why I wont go to any college that isn't co-ed. Washington and Jefferson doesn't look too bad though, so I'm thinking of looking further into that. Then I have others on my list to look more in depth at like Trinity, Elon, Marist, Beloit, etc. i'm excited to look at more colleges in person, but that's not till school lets out.

Still, those are my life plans so far, and who knows from there