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How can I explain the things I've done?
How can I let myself do what I do?

I can't stop thinking about you, though I don't know why.
I can't stop checking if you're safe.

Why can't I just let you go?
Why must my heart still beat your name?

I see your face and my eyes water.
I look at the pictures of us and my breath catches.

Why can't I live by that saying by Dr. Seuss?
                         "Don't cry because it's over; smile because it happened."
Why must my heart break from the happiness that you brought me?

I'm sorry I didn't cherish you as I should have,
Or show you the love in my heart.

I'm sorry if we went too fast,
And I'm sorry that our time has passed.

I know you won't hear this plea,
But maybe some day, together again we can be.
I write so I can try to express my emotions... I hope some of you who read this can relate, not because I want you to know this pain, but so i know that I may not be alone. I just want a boy who will stay by me, and someone who will hold me. I'm completely crazy. How many days will it take before my heart will accept that I am not fit for the love of anyone? At least, not while I'm the person I am now...
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Karasvity Featured By Owner Aug 25, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
i can relate to this word for word
TalentlessArtlover Featured By Owner Aug 24, 2012
Such eloquent anquish. :cry:
TaraZuzu9649 Featured By Owner Aug 24, 2012
That was really pretty but sad....
Yesitha92 Featured By Owner Aug 24, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
Well, you have just expressed what I had in my heart 7 months ago.
I had a terrible break-up too. I was down to the core.

But don't worry-it won't last long. You'll get over it and realize that things happened because it had to happen.
Be optimistic. After all, what's life without all the fluctuations?:)
Rocky-Roo Featured By Owner Aug 24, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
I went through the exact same thing. it lasted 2 months and several terrible incidents.
It does get better. It feels like it will never end...but it does.
It will brighten up. Just you wait.
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