Future Plans

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Hello. A quick note: I have two VERY busy weeks coming up, and I don't know what will happen or if I can post much, since I'll be studying (hopefully) a lot. Also, some shit has happened and I'm starting to find it's hard to be happy, mainly at night. Being happy during the day is great, but it takes such a toll on me. And I've done some things I regret and I can't express, where long story short, I wish I never had to look certain people in the eye ever again. As I write, I have the strongest urge I've had to cut in almost nine months. It's been that long since I cut, and writing this now is my way of not doing so, but damn it's so hard. I forgot how desperate a need it is, and how trying to walk away can be harder than explaining why I want to do it in the first place.

I hope you can forgive me if things get a little depressing around here for a while. I know many of you have helped me out in the past, and I am eternally grateful. Right now though, I think I just have to force myself through. I love you guys. <3

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